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My twenty- something: If your hair runs rampant Through couch cushions Ring-ed White knuckled hands Like mine, Suffocates the sleeping imposter I am sure is lying beside You Leave it Let it run Let yourself run And I will not chase you I will However Watch you come back To the porch in my mindContinue reading “Twenty Something”

Intuitions combining Consciousness into the realms Of what may be tomorrow And ideas Polarities Founded, unfounded,  Unwrapped, unraveled,  Re-twisted Into girl-scout knots I find my belly Woman Firm in some places flexible in others and I am not reckless And now It does not define me Whether or not It is Or is not AndContinue reading “Connections”

Breaths of Timshel Choices you me vinyasa and simply to be and one and two sequences then me heart pounding grounding Timshel choices and a flow sudden burst of energy and light padding back and forth between breaths and  yogis done. wine and laughter ecstatic calls because I  never thought this could be  me theContinue reading “Yoga High”

And so we began with bright nineteen-year- old eyes mirroring muddied toilet-water- girlish raucous. And later when I sat next to  him dreamy glazing eyes  he said “I know you’re drunk because you’re sitting so close to me” And thereafter the quiet unsure reserved pursed  lips finally relaxed into a  snicker and sly grins paintedContinue reading “October 2017”

It’s weird not to be missed like really missed or to be loved like really loved and by that I mean the missing that  ruins your life obsessive bombardment at  2am high  most likely and loved like I want to destroy  you kind of love isn’t it weird how the whir of a half- functioningContinue reading “Uncomfortable Silence”

I don’t even know where to begin about Hawai’i, so I will begin here, at 2AM, when I have had a few hours to marinate back home and miss it already and miss the people and life and culture and noises and air. The construction signs on the freeway that state “Drive with Aloha.”  TheContinue reading “First Hawaii Experience”

This morning scrolling through not wondering at all- dangerous- sipping on that wonderful cigarette and that simultaneous wet cough and the morning dove majestic also clueless seemingly coo’s and I look up because that is what I am supposed to do. That is my resolution to myself is that I look up if something isContinue reading “Morning Doves”

Leaving bed Wandering onto the street and nursing the hangover you get when you’ve spent too much time alone and it’s dark, but day and we’re supposed to be warm  and laughing and eating but I’m freezing  my bones are cold and here is a half-assed way to say that I made a connection with Continue reading “Christmas 2019”

Forgotten in between the towers  jolting from the inescapable  prosperity,  she yawned and said “maybe tomorrow” Scarred with remnants of what was cracked concrete ancient trees holding their breaths,  praying to bear fruit one more season running one more year ahead of possible extinction, white flag in the name of growth.  “This used to beContinue reading “Home”

I began by tilling The land Really tilling Splintered handle Rust twenty -two in a wifebeater and Cutoff shorts and sweat And I kept tilling Chiseling away  Within your confined Spaces And I found love Real love A few times That pumped through my veins Deep into my Soul And then  An iron  Fist  LeftContinue reading “The Cottage”